missing that lil' tiny part! + a letter to my luv

been years since i wrote something here kan?
ala...like there's plenty of people bace blog ni..hahha..i wish!
neway...update on my life??
nothing big...usual stuff goin tru..
actually i learn a lot about relationship...
thnx god..lettin' me learn all of this before gettin married..
(not like i'm gettin' married any time soon..)
back to the story...
a relationship need 'kesabaran' plenty of it!
and also trust...
mcm i..
i got problem with trusting my bf..
i admit it..
n i'm workin' on it/..
i know it droves him crazy...
im so sorry dear...
i love u too much...
all i need is your sincerity...
no lies...
u know how i hate liars..
i've told him directly..i can accept if u r a poor guy...got no money...
money is not a problem for me...
we can work it out together...it'll b more precious..
i love u for who u are...but please...
please...
don't ever take me as a second choice...
i luv u more than i ever loved anyone...
n u know what i never expect love could b this much hurt!
it's hurting inside when u r not around..
knowing that u were like any other guy...
wouldn't say no to a girl who come banging at ur door...
u r a very kind person...
people always said...
i am the fire and u are the water...
hope u'll always there to put the fire out...
~I LOVE U GILE!~