WORDS O WORDS...

KATA-KATA LEBIH TAJAM DR PEDANG!!

bile bercakap berhati2...
sumtiimes i wonder kenape la sesetengah org ni bile bercakap x cermin diri dulu..
i mean ...ade a few people yg i kenal..
mulot bukan men lg puakenye...
n ske menghine org len..
ske judge org..
hey..
ko suci sgt ke??
n then at the same time ble bercakap tu..x pikir ati org len langsung...
n sumtimes i perasan bende yg die ckp tu actually kne kat diri die sendri..
tp yg amazing nye..
die x terase pon...
how weird people can b kan???
hurm...
neway....
kite hidup kat muke bumi ni sume same je...
luke keluar darah gak kan??
so...
sendri mau ingat la..
bile bercakap tu hati2..
pk bout other people's feelings too..
jgn la suke sgt nak judge org...
even if u wear tudung or u g haji berpuluh kali pon..
does that gives u the right to judge people??come n think about it...
NOBODY'S PERFECT!!!!!

missing that lil' tiny part! + a letter to my luv

been years since i wrote something here kan?
ala...like there's plenty of people bace blog ni..hahha..i wish!
neway...update on my life??
nothing big...usual stuff goin tru..
actually i learn a lot about relationship...
thnx god..lettin' me learn all of this before gettin married..
(not like i'm gettin' married any time soon..)
back to the story...
a relationship need 'kesabaran' plenty of it!
and also trust...
mcm i..
i got problem with trusting my bf..
i admit it..
n i'm workin' on it/..
i know it droves him crazy...
im so sorry dear...
i love u too much...
all i need is your sincerity...
no lies...
u know how i hate liars..
i've told him directly..i can accept if u r a poor guy...got no money...
money is not a problem for me...
we can work it out together...it'll b more precious..
i love u for who u are...but please...
please...
don't ever take me as a second choice...
i luv u more than i ever loved anyone...
n u know what i never expect love could b this much hurt!
it's hurting inside when u r not around..
knowing that u were like any other guy...
wouldn't say no to a girl who come banging at ur door...
u r a very kind person...
people always said...
i am the fire and u are the water...
hope u'll always there to put the fire out...
~I LOVE U GILE!~

the reason for my hectic day!

uwaaa...i geram gile coz x leh swim there..
coz x prepare pape..
only....
if i were a boy..i would take off my clothes..until there's nothin' but my boxer..n i will be swimmin' like a fish in the sea.....if i were a boy.......(ikot beat if i were a boy by beyonce')hehehe...

the person in charge in hectic'king my life ryte now...
hate n luv combines n creates u and me!wek!!

zoo melaka..peeps that i love...u guys rock! even ur mom ...heheheh...luv ya!

new stuff comin' soon...

halo people...
seems like along time since i last posted a blog here ryte??
my life getting kinda hectic..so sorry,,..
(poyo je,cam la rmai sgt yg bce blog aku ni..)

neway,
i'm goin to upload some accessories for guys and girls...
suppose to upload today..but there's been a mistake...
so..just wait k?
there'll b bracelets, broochs, necklaces, rings etc..
my price for the accessories are the lowest among other sellers as far as i know la...
coz i just saw the same stuff like im having sold by the price of rm89..
rm 79..
especially the brooch...
i'm only selling it for rm 30..
it is directly imported from korea..(korean cristal)
this is the cheapest price i can give..

so...
hang on...

and dont forget to view my blog tomorrow..

for the sake of experience

guys...
which one is ok??
this is the photo of my recent client..
terpakse g parit for this job...
dah la we dunno the way.
just tawakal..
n surprisingly we sampai gak sane...
hahaha...but it was really a tiring one...
dgn pnsnye...
n on the way back to kl...
tayar kerete kitorg meletop...
can u guys imagine that??
luckily my bf x brek mengejut..if not kerete tu confirm2 berpusing..
phewww...
that was close..
when it happen i was sleeping...
in the car was me, my bf n his friend ( petai )..
my bf had this bad feeling bout the car from the begining..
die actually want to stop kat perhentian tapah..
but x jadi coz full gile...
he was thinking about stopping at the next one..
just when die nak potong satu kerete ni (vios) the car started shaking..
n i woke up...terkejut...
a few seconds after that bunyi letupan kuat gile...
my bf slowly press the brake n move to the left..
after that..jalan jam..
just because of us..

for those who are involve in the traffic jam..
we r truely sorry...

tootles
p/s:here r some pic of the incident..

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some of it

this were some of the pic i've taken for a client..

time ni 1st time i capture pictures for a wedding..

never done this before..

so..

lots of mistake i did during this photoshoot..

ye la..biasa la..

nervous and not well prepared...

but now..

after a few job..

i've lots of knowledge..

not only on the technical side..but also in the communication..

now i am more confident than ever..

im starting like a new born baby..

n i'm not expecting a reaction like...:

'wow..cantek nye...hebat tol...'

nah..

i know i'm nothing ryte now..

n if a pro look at my pic..they might just say..:

'eewwww....what the?'

hhahhaha

but,,hey,

even a pro start from zero ryte?

i mean if lahir2,,kuar dari perut mak terus hebat...hurmm,,its not human la..

people learn from their mistakes..

i know its hard to not think like :

'aaarrggghh...i've shouldn't have done that...'

i shouldn't have donne this and so on..

but did u ever think that even a lil tiny decision that we make like deciding to stay home than rather go out for a movie,or like eating spaghetti instead of nasi lemak in the morning..would effect us in a big way...

the bestway is when u make a mistake try to accept it..

and do better next time n avoid repeating the mistakes...

for me..i wouldn't change any part of my life for the past 22 years..

coz if i did i wouldn't be here today kan??

eh..

u guys get what im trying to tell here?

or am i making it confusing....

sorryy...

sumtimes the words get to me...n im saying things that i alone understand..

till then..

later i'll upload some more...

tootles..

daaa....

to earn a penny..

Finally i've learn..how hard it is to earn a penny...
mase kecik2 dulu abah always told me this ayat..
"kamu kene blaja rajin2,nanti besar x de la idup susah cam abah.."
tapi time tu..
those words meant nothing to me..
ye la..
budak kecik..
tau pe..men tikam,galah panjang,rebut tiang dll. tau la..
ye x?
neway..back to the main story..
those days i didn't even think n didn't even imagine how hard it is to living this life..
ye la..everything we ask n wish for..our parents will try their best to fulfill..
but now..
all of a sudden, i've to find my own penny...
yes, i can still ask from them but then 'segan la beb..dah besar..nak mintk duit mak bpk lg ke?'

hari raya last year was the first time i had a long chat with my mak,abah n e.d(abg).
they told me lots of stories i didn't know..stories long before i was born...
how mak n abah met..
n how hard it is for them to find food for us..
maklum la..
abah haven't got the chance to get appropriate education like we can now..
n abah end up as a buruh..
he work for himself..
he get his payment from building the villagers house n repairing them..
so..ade kerja ade la duit..
that's why we have to be very jimat..
their life were much harder before i was born..

he told me..
one day,
pak cik jual ice cream lalu in front of our home n shouted "ais kerim...ais kerim!!"
that time my father had no money..
but my brother (e.d) who was about 3 years old that time cried out loud..
he wanted the ice cream so bad..
my father would've gave him if he had the money..
but instead..
he shouted n chased away that pak cik 'ais kerim' like this:
"berambus kamu! jgn dtg jual ais kerim kat sini!"
u guys can imagine how hard it is our life back then..
n i can imagine how sedih he is because he can't even gave his lil son an ice cream...
my oldest brother (yeop) had to quit from school because he just cant help seeing my mak n abah working so hard..
at the age of 10 -11..we were trained to sell fish caught by abah, fruits we get from kampung, n my brother even cycled to town during ramadhan to get some 'mercun' n sell them in front of the house.
time raye..abah x pernah beli baju baru..
he would spent all of his money on us..

so raye last year i had my own money...
i buy them new clothes..
it wasn't expensive..
but they wear it on the first day of raya padahal baju yang i give them tu bkn baju melayu n baju kurung...
mak n abah were so happy..
i can see it in their eyes...
when we went to rumah saudara mara,.they will tell them that they were wearing baju yang i belikan..


everytime i think of abah n mak..
i can't help crying..
teringat kesusahan mereka membesarkan kitorg sume...

mak...
abah...
pls..keep holding on...
i want to give u everything that u had sacrifice for us...
i want to sent mak n abah pegi haji..
pls...
wait..
n pls god..dont take them away yet...

~amin~

wedding snapshot!

hurm...
one of the pic captured by 'him' n touch up by me...

new born

not just a photoholic...
hi all..
the purpose for this page is to share my thoughts and my work with you guys..
hurm..
this page is not just a photojournal..
its also my gateway to you guys..
im selling various kind of product and services..
for example: laundry services,wedding photography,printing services for custom album at interesting prices, n soon i'll be selling perfumes too...
just wait...
n wish me the best of luck ok?
tootles for now...
daaa....